I need to tell you a little story, you may already know but probably not. I am boy crazy. I can openly admit this because its undeniable, honestly. Every time I start to like someone or find someone attractive I would date them for a while and not take it seriously. Im good at relationships that really aren't serious. I mean honestly I'll date someone I barely know and then come to find out I don't like them at all-- trust me that happens a lot however after knowing someone for a year you get to know them pretty well.
Killian. Killian. Killian. I could write his name a million times and never get tired of it. Its strange to think honestly because even just a couple months ago we were just friends. We talk about everything and get along great, always have. Last year he was dating my best friend at the time and I was dating his friend. Obviously neither of our relationships that year lasted very long but Killian and I kept in contact. Recently though we had been hanging out a lot more and talking and laughing endlessly! I can't get enough of him sometimes! He is so funny and has always made me laugh!!
One day before we actually started dating Killian and I were in the park just sharing stories and joking about everything when somehow this huge grass war started! I won't go into detail but we looked a little crazy (I'm sure) just throwing huge piles of grass that I had picked while we were sitting down. It was quite hilarious though! After that day I taught him how to whistle with a piece of grass and every day we are together the days get better. :)
Killian and I have been dating since February 8, 2014 and he spoils me so much! He is always telling me I deserve to be treated like a princess and he wonders how he ever got so lucky to date me... Well Killian you are the most amazing and unique person I have ever met, and as I've already said funny guys always make you fall in love. Thank you so much for being my best friend, right now I have been going through a lot of different stresses and I am sure you have too but you are exactly what I need.
I am not saying our relationship is perfect (although it is [so far]) but I know so much and have gone through so much with you and I still like you. That is huge for me because I hate commitment but I am not afraid of you hurting me. You are my best friend Killian. I trust you so much and I am willing to do anything for you, also I love your family (even your crazy, obnoxious brothers, who I am pretty sure don't like me that much) they are all so sweet and I'm glad your dad likes me so much! Lastly I would like to say that you mean a lot to me. Killian, Killian, Killian.... yeah I never get tired of it!
P.S. To all you friend-zoned boys out there.... just keep your head up because honestly it took Killian quite a while to ask me out or even kiss me, and we have liked each other since we became friends but within time everything played out and worked out in everyone's favor. ;)
Friday, February 28, 2014
Saturday, January 11, 2014
"Perfect Relationship"
Right now I am dating this guy named Brandon. I am crazy about him, even with his flaws he is amazing. He cares for me a lot, he's funny, he's protective, he understands that I am aloud to have a life outside of him. I could go on but I don't want to bore you. The point is, is that although he really is great he has somethings I don't like about him. Now I am NOT one to change someone so of course I accept him fully and as a still growing and learning teenager it can be hard. My boyfriend accepts me as who I am for the most part but sometimes he likes to joke around about how I am a senior and I still don't have my license or a car or a job; which I have my reasons but whatever that's fine. He isn't what I have been looking for my whole life though.
The perfect guy to me is my dad. There is no doubt about it in my mind. My mother and father were great for each other for a long time but eventually divorced. However my dad has three great blessing from my mom and that is his kids. I will never ever stop loving my dad. He is my best friend and I tell him everything and he often times shares everything with me, and sometimes I don't want him to.
I will never leave my dad. I am not involved in my dad romantically but in all honestly when he comes home after working a hard day all I want to do is take care of him and make his day brighter. Eventually when I do find the right person that is what I want for them. My dad and I fight sometimes but not very often and when we do it usually lasts for like an hour and then I get over it.
The perfect relationship to me would be like mine and my dad's. It would be different obviously but I want someone who loves me endlessly. I am so close to my dad that one time he told me about this horrible dream he had and I could feel how upset it made him feel that I started crying for him. This made him cry because he said no one has ever cried because of a dream he had about him. Anyway I want to feel that way about someone one day. Also my dad doesn't always understand me, we are completely different people however when he doesn't know something he doesnt get mad or frustrated at me, instead he asks whats wrong and we talk about it. I want to be able to talk to that person about anything. I know that my dad and I can get through anything, because we are a team and we talk through it.This is exactly what I am looking for.
My dad is also all the typical things such as protective and wants the best for me and I want that in a relationship but he always gives me the best and even when he doesn't for whatever reason I try to give him something too, even something small when I know he has had a hard week I'll put a note in his car or lunch box saying how much I love him and I'll write a small memory or put a picture with it to make his day and I know I could do that to the person I love eventually. I want to give everything I have to them.
Its funny that I say all this too because if you knew me you would know that I say I don't want to get married or have kids. I always say I just want to live alone with just a dog but honestly its because I don't want to get married to the wrong person and be alone because they left.
The perfect guy to me is my dad. There is no doubt about it in my mind. My mother and father were great for each other for a long time but eventually divorced. However my dad has three great blessing from my mom and that is his kids. I will never ever stop loving my dad. He is my best friend and I tell him everything and he often times shares everything with me, and sometimes I don't want him to.
I will never leave my dad. I am not involved in my dad romantically but in all honestly when he comes home after working a hard day all I want to do is take care of him and make his day brighter. Eventually when I do find the right person that is what I want for them. My dad and I fight sometimes but not very often and when we do it usually lasts for like an hour and then I get over it.
The perfect relationship to me would be like mine and my dad's. It would be different obviously but I want someone who loves me endlessly. I am so close to my dad that one time he told me about this horrible dream he had and I could feel how upset it made him feel that I started crying for him. This made him cry because he said no one has ever cried because of a dream he had about him. Anyway I want to feel that way about someone one day. Also my dad doesn't always understand me, we are completely different people however when he doesn't know something he doesnt get mad or frustrated at me, instead he asks whats wrong and we talk about it. I want to be able to talk to that person about anything. I know that my dad and I can get through anything, because we are a team and we talk through it.This is exactly what I am looking for.
My dad is also all the typical things such as protective and wants the best for me and I want that in a relationship but he always gives me the best and even when he doesn't for whatever reason I try to give him something too, even something small when I know he has had a hard week I'll put a note in his car or lunch box saying how much I love him and I'll write a small memory or put a picture with it to make his day and I know I could do that to the person I love eventually. I want to give everything I have to them.
Its funny that I say all this too because if you knew me you would know that I say I don't want to get married or have kids. I always say I just want to live alone with just a dog but honestly its because I don't want to get married to the wrong person and be alone because they left.
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