Right now I am dating this guy named Brandon. I am crazy about him, even with his flaws he is amazing. He cares for me a lot, he's funny, he's protective, he understands that I am aloud to have a life outside of him. I could go on but I don't want to bore you. The point is, is that although he really is great he has somethings I don't like about him. Now I am NOT one to change someone so of course I accept him fully and as a still growing and learning teenager it can be hard. My boyfriend accepts me as who I am for the most part but sometimes he likes to joke around about how I am a senior and I still don't have my license or a car or a job; which I have my reasons but whatever that's fine. He isn't what I have been looking for my whole life though.
The perfect guy to me is my dad. There is no doubt about it in my mind. My mother and father were great for each other for a long time but eventually divorced. However my dad has three great blessing from my mom and that is his kids. I will never ever stop loving my dad. He is my best friend and I tell him everything and he often times shares everything with me, and sometimes I don't want him to.
I will never leave my dad. I am not involved in my dad romantically but in all honestly when he comes home after working a hard day all I want to do is take care of him and make his day brighter. Eventually when I do find the right person that is what I want for them. My dad and I fight sometimes but not very often and when we do it usually lasts for like an hour and then I get over it.
The perfect relationship to me would be like mine and my dad's. It would be different obviously but I want someone who loves me endlessly. I am so close to my dad that one time he told me about this horrible dream he had and I could feel how upset it made him feel that I started crying for him. This made him cry because he said no one has ever cried because of a dream he had about him. Anyway I want to feel that way about someone one day. Also my dad doesn't always understand me, we are completely different people however when he doesn't know something he doesnt get mad or frustrated at me, instead he asks whats wrong and we talk about it. I want to be able to talk to that person about anything. I know that my dad and I can get through anything, because we are a team and we talk through it.This is exactly what I am looking for.
My dad is also all the typical things such as protective and wants the best for me and I want that in a relationship but he always gives me the best and even when he doesn't for whatever reason I try to give him something too, even something small when I know he has had a hard week I'll put a note in his car or lunch box saying how much I love him and I'll write a small memory or put a picture with it to make his day and I know I could do that to the person I love eventually. I want to give everything I have to them.
Its funny that I say all this too because if you knew me you would know that I say I don't want to get married or have kids. I always say I just want to live alone with just a dog but honestly its because I don't want to get married to the wrong person and be alone because they left.
