I need to tell you a little story, you may already know but probably not. I am boy crazy. I can openly admit this because its undeniable, honestly. Every time I start to like someone or find someone attractive I would date them for a while and not take it seriously. Im good at relationships that really aren't serious. I mean honestly I'll date someone I barely know and then come to find out I don't like them at all-- trust me that happens a lot however after knowing someone for a year you get to know them pretty well.
Killian. Killian. Killian. I could write his name a million times and never get tired of it. Its strange to think honestly because even just a couple months ago we were just friends. We talk about everything and get along great, always have. Last year he was dating my best friend at the time and I was dating his friend. Obviously neither of our relationships that year lasted very long but Killian and I kept in contact. Recently though we had been hanging out a lot more and talking and laughing endlessly! I can't get enough of him sometimes! He is so funny and has always made me laugh!!
One day before we actually started dating Killian and I were in the park just sharing stories and joking about everything when somehow this huge grass war started! I won't go into detail but we looked a little crazy (I'm sure) just throwing huge piles of grass that I had picked while we were sitting down. It was quite hilarious though! After that day I taught him how to whistle with a piece of grass and every day we are together the days get better. :)
Killian and I have been dating since February 8, 2014 and he spoils me so much! He is always telling me I deserve to be treated like a princess and he wonders how he ever got so lucky to date me... Well Killian you are the most amazing and unique person I have ever met, and as I've already said funny guys always make you fall in love. Thank you so much for being my best friend, right now I have been going through a lot of different stresses and I am sure you have too but you are exactly what I need.
I am not saying our relationship is perfect (although it is [so far]) but I know so much and have gone through so much with you and I still like you. That is huge for me because I hate commitment but I am not afraid of you hurting me. You are my best friend Killian. I trust you so much and I am willing to do anything for you, also I love your family (even your crazy, obnoxious brothers, who I am pretty sure don't like me that much) they are all so sweet and I'm glad your dad likes me so much! Lastly I would like to say that you mean a lot to me. Killian, Killian, Killian.... yeah I never get tired of it!
P.S. To all you friend-zoned boys out there.... just keep your head up because honestly it took Killian quite a while to ask me out or even kiss me, and we have liked each other since we became friends but within time everything played out and worked out in everyone's favor. ;)
