My goals before school

Before school starts there are some simple, some crazy, and some typical things I want to do.

First off all I want to color part of my hair a crazy color like green. I'm actually doing this on Monday, I'm putting swipes of green into my hair but it washes out after like two or three times.

Now this one I am working on all summer but I want to loose two pant sizes.. I don't know if I worded that right.. but I am doing ab workouts in the morning and leg workouts at night and then I am taking the dogs on walks or riding my bike during the day to help. I am not fat at all; I am 5 foot 3 inches which is just below average and I weigh 130 pounds which is maybe a little more than what I should weigh, I don't know. I am mostly comfortable with my body... I say mostly because I like my figure but I personally feel like I have bigger thighs than I want or even should have. So I currently wear a size 7 in jeans and thats about what my dress size is and I want to be a size 5. That is my main goal but we'll see... Wish me luck and if you have any ideas on how to achieve this... PLEASE TELL ME!!!

Another thing I want is more of a need and common sense but I want to finish all of my summer classes early because I need to get it done and out of the way. Also what goes with that is I NEED to get a real job. I love babysitting, its tons of fun but it just isn't cutting it- I don't make enough and I have to pay for my Alaska trip plus college.... Now I have applied TONS of places soo we can only hope. Tomorrow I will be calling all the places and checking up on the jobs.

Lastly I want to really get along with some of my family. Now my mother and I don't always get along, but I want to work on that. I also do not at all get along with one of my cousins and her mom, my aunt... I try to get along with them honestly but its REALLY hard when the first thing they do when the come here is take over the computer and put on annoying music that no one likes even when I am obviously in the middle of school and I just stepped away! It annoys me sooo much that you have to log out of my account when I'm still on it!!! Also it is really really hard when you and your mother think your better than everyone and that your schedule is most important. Lastly its hard because my aunt EVERY TIME she sees me without makeup she has to say how I look tired... it really doesn't help my confidence about my natural beauty...
Anyway though I want to get along with them before because I am going on my cruise to Alaska with them and I have to share a room with them.......

And maybe get tan...

Anyway so those are my goals for the summer!! :D

Coincidence or fate?

Dear Ryan Fisher,

         I made you up. I have never even heard your name! You want to know how I came up with your name? I tried lots of names... I couldn't do a name that I already had past with. I searched names in my facebook to see if I was friends with a lot of people by certain names. I didn't want the last name to be obviously made up like Smith or Johnson- it had to blend in and be normal. I can't remember the other names but I tried one and I searched it and it ended up being some singer that I have never heard of but had millions of fans. Ryan. I have always liked that name. Fisher. I honestly came up with your name by typing random letters into facebook and when I clicked 'F' someone with that last name came up. I loved the ring to your name right away and so it was. Ryan Fisher. That is how your name came to be.

         Now recently I have been told some crazy news... you are apparently real. No, you aren't a famous singer with millions of fans but you went to Crater High School and shortly before I started you left. Someone from my school that read my blog informed me of this. They also informed me that you are blonde with blue eyes... that is the way I described my fake boyfriend! This is just soo shocking! Apparently more than a few people that I hangout with knew you too!!!

           My best friend from Nevada says that we are meant to be, my dear Ryan Fisher... if you are out there I want you know this is not something that happens to me often! I have done something so crazy as makeup a boyfriend. Ha! This is a crazy coincidence! That is what I am calling it for now. Although my dear friend, bless her heart, believes that one day I am going to meet you and that we are meant for each other-- like something out of a book or movie. 

Ryan Fisher I want to meet you. 

P.S. Ryan Fisher, I am not crazy, (all the time) I swear! You aren't suppose to be real. 

Challenge Accepted

I started a workout routine yesterday and I am determined to do it for the full length of time which is thirty days. From this workout I am looking for abs. Those are the main thing that I will be working.

Pictures from the lake!!!

Interesting NEWS

Today I went fishing at this lake that everyone goes to around here because its a hundred degrees and no one wants to drive somewhere to do something, plus its too hot to do anything! It was all fun though! There were some good looking guys about my age there... too bad I didn't wear my bathing suit though. I didn't wear it because I wasn't in the mood to swim, all I wanted to do was take pictures and I got some great ones!! So while I was out fishing and taking pictures my sister got what would have been the most exciting news of her life! This guy that she is interested in... or was... lives in Italy and he is practically obsessed with my big sister (of course can you blame him?! She's gorgeous and soo sweet and funny) but today apparently he crossed the line... he sent a picture of an engagement ring and asked for marriage. Now I would be SOO excited for her. I mean he is extremely good looking and he could make her very happy however my sister is only 17 and he is 21. I know that just screams bad news!

I love my sister to death and I want the best for her! I told her that if she really wanted I wouldn't go to Alaska and would save the money and go to Italy with her to go and get her prince charming and have them get married... however she wasn't too fond of the idea. I understand though!! I know I would freak out if I was in that situation!!! Now it would have been the most exciting thing of her life if one she was 30 years old and two if he lived here and I could actually approve. (Just so you know she has met him it's not just some creeper saying its a hot Italian guy, its also her cousin's best friend so her cousin tells her updates on him and stuff.. don't worry she wouldn't let just anyone fall in love with her.) 

So that is what happened today... as my sister got asked for her hand in marriage I went fishing with my dad and aunt and checked out some cuties in the lake. Typical day for both of us it seems. It's like when my best friend Sophie had her pageant, it was the same day my sister and her parents opened their store... that was the day that I went fishing at some other lake.  

My Movie Moments

So everyone has had movie moments in their life, whether it is making up a fake boyfriend and needing to find a guy to play the role of this fictional boyfriend or maybe its having a cute guy pick you out when at an event.
My movie moment that I'm going to talk about is when I went ice skating with some friends and came home with a really cute guy's number.

My two best friends (Ashley my sister, and Sophie) and I went ice skating one night. Ice skating in Nevada is the only thing to do in the winter time, and we did it a lot (at least Sophie and I)! I remember there wasn't a ton of people there that night ice skating, it was a pretty cold night. There was however one really, really cute guy there that we all had noticed at different points. He was jaw dropping cute! He was wearing a leather jacket and had a perfect smile, plus he was helping his little sister skate, which was so sweet! So at one point we all were standing on the ramp in a line talking when this boy and his little sister walked up. We all saw him start to walk up and my friends looked in different directions but I couldn't stop looking at him... He saw me staring and when he walked by us he flashed a smile right at me. Ashley and Sophie both saw and my sis gave me crap for staring but I remember Sophie being all excited.
So I figured whatever, it was just a smile but when we got back on the ice this guy came up from behind us and looked right at me and said "Are you guys having fun?" with a great big grin on his face. My friends just smiled and nodded and I said "Yes." also with a big smile. Then he skated off to his sister. Of course Ash and Sophie told me I had to go and talk to him and my response I believe was something like "No, he was talking to all of us, not just me." but I remember Sophie literally pushing me into him. (Good thing I am good at ice skating...)
I felt so dumb and didn't know what to say but I couldn't stop smiling in the presence of this hottie! I asked him the same thing he asked us which made me feel dumb but then we just started talking and really hit it off! However I do remember at one point I said "I thought you would've been talking to my friend Sophie- shes tall, dark haired and gorgeous or my sister- she has a smile that lights up the room and the prettiest eyes but he said I was the one he wanted to talk to.
Everything was soo wonderful!
We talked the whole time after that- which was like two hours I think and I just left my friends but they said they were happy. Haha. He asked for my number when we were putting our skates back and when I got home I watched the phone for hours! I was freaking out that I had given him the wrong number or that he couldn't read it because my hands were so cold but eventually he text me. His name was Traysen and we started dating not too long after that night. I met ALL of his friends and most said that he was more engaged with me than he ever had been with any other girlfriend. He was simply wonderful... except for the fact that he smoked... and drank... and got me into BIG trouble once or twice.
When I dated him I was practically obsessed with him. I always wanted to hangout and he was a fantastic kisser!! I would practically freak out when he had work and didn't call me which is weird because I never did that! I usually didn't care and never was clingy. I liked him soooo much, but he was so bad for me, and so perfect at the same time.
We only dated for like a month and then when I was in Oregon visiting for Christmas I found our he had a FWB and I was sortta mad and ended it. Which then led me to my next boyfriend. Tyler. Traysen introduced us and we hit it off right away as well.. in fact Tyler and I went ice skating when Traysen and I were still dating but we were just friends then when I ended it, Tyler was there. Tyler was worse than Traysen!! He smoked, partied, and has dated every girl that I went to school with. I didn't have nearly as much fun with him. He was a college boy though so he was higher up on the scale but he wasn't near as cute. Then Tyler also cheated on me but I wasn't really mad. I didn't even care, I knew he would. Plus I was moving to a different state. The girl he cheated on me with Kayla- I actually introduced them... and now they are actually getting married soon!
So if I didn't date and break up with Traysen I wouldn't have met Tyler, which then wouldn't have met Kayla and then they wouldn't be engaged right now........

Ryan Fisher... my perfect Fake boyfriend

Ryan Fisher: the tall handsome smart college boy of my dreams... you are only mine... you don't exist. 
I made you up. I made my boyfriend up...
Remember that problem I was having with all these dumb boys hitting on me constantly? I told myself I was going to do something about it; and therefore I did do something. 

It started with a change on Facebook- from "single" to "In a relationship" but I had to keep the story going for it to work so when people (guys) asked I said his name is Ryan and we met at the college when I got my schedule. I told people (guys) that he helped me around the school and gave me his number in case I got lost again and we just really hit it off (thanks to my sister for the great story!). 

Then every time Nick would call I would just talk about how great things are going with us and how he was taking me to dinner or a movie so I could never talk to long because obviously I have work all day then I get home and then Ryan Fisher and I hangout. 

I really think this was a great idea and it has been working wonderfully! I just hope that no one ever wants to meet him...