Birthday Party

Today was my birthday party and although I really enjoyed it, I was bummed because a certain someone didn't come. I had tons of friends there and we were all laughing and having a great time but I just still felt sad, hurt and almost angry because this is the third time he has cancelled on me. I really shouldn't even like him - he's crazy. Like messed up crazy. Ah hell! That's probably why I like him to begin with... anyway at my party I was surrounded by guys because that's all I hangout with and most of them like or have liked me but they just aren't enough because they aren't him... ugh.