Today was just an average day. I went to the lake with the family and fished a little. I was also able to meet my aunts new boyfriend and then I went to a church dance when I got home.
It was a casual dance, I was wearing light blue skinny jeans, a white graphic tee with "London" written on it and my light light jean jacket and my hair was up in a messy bun and my bangs were done straight across and I had on faded red lipstick.
I was excited for this dance however I didn't have my hopes up for it being that good, considering the last couple were not that great.
So I get there and see my friends from my ward- a great start! I was in the group and dancing and singing my heart out! I had so much fun! Then the first slow dance comes on and this REALLY cute blonde guy with dark eyebrows and gorgeous eyes walks up and asks me to dance. We hit it off wonderfully! We talked the whole slow dance and the next couple fast songs then we danced during another slow song! It was great, we joked around and were having fun. I even had one of my friends say that it seemed like he was into me!!!! So we hangout and dance for most of the rest of the time but a couple slow songs he asked other people- probably so he didn't seem weird, although we did dance for three slow songs and a bunch of regular songs. Anyway it seemed all the girls he danced with were interested in him. There was just something about him that couldn't be explained. He wasn't the "cool" kid who stands out but the way he smiled and talked to you just made you feel so special. He had an amazing laugh that made me feel like it was just the two of us there. I felt SOO comfortable around him which I usually am never comfortable here at church events.
We joked about everything and he made me laugh so much. He kept calling me lame though because all I do in the summer is school and work and I'm going to college but I don't have my license! It was all fun though and he made me feel like I was... me. Is that crazy?
This guy I just met made me feel just as I have been needing to feel for awhile.... I really did like him.
At the end of the dance event I gave everyone hugs and said my goodbyes and see-you-laters. I ran into this guy- Kyle on my way out and he turned to me and said bye and then he asked for my number but then quickly changed it to giving me his number. I wrote it down in my phone and was about to message him as I was walking out but decided to wait because I didn't want to seem desperate or whatever........ I walked away and then went to go save it when I found out I didn't save his number!!! I was sooooo mad! I was already on my way home and there was nothing I could do! When I got home, literally I was on the floor flopping around, saying how dumb I am!
I am so mad at myself! I really like him.
FML.
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