Oddly I have been talking to a new someone... I enjoy talking to this boy but it is impossible for ANYTHING to happen... first of all he is an old friend from Nevada and I just moved away six or seven months ago. I'm starting to like him though. I am crazy though! I tend to like anyone I talk to for more than twenty minutes... Its a bad thing and worse is most people know about my problem and think I'm a huge flirt and stuff! Where do they get that idea? *Laugh Out Loud*
Anyway talking to this person has been really good for me and has made me think a lot. I have thought that I truly should just drop the past. I don't mean forget about my best friends because I couldn't possibly do that! My only girl friends live in Nevada!! Anyway but what I should do is stop thinking that I still live there. **I need to live in the here and now.** That's what my mom used to always tell me and it's good advice! I really should stop thinking that one day I will be back and show all those guys that I did like that I am worth it and I really should stop keeping up with every little detail of drama that is happening with my old friends because it just depresses me.. honestly.
This one person has helped me realize all that.. who would've thought! Well now I am in a better mood and I feel better about myself weirdly. I'm glad that I am able to talk to "Someone New".
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